88 fear

Eight is pronounced 'ba' in Chinese. The Chinese web community puts two of these together to produce the equivalent of 'bye bye'.

Bye bye fear.

It happened four days ago but I can't remember when exactly. I am also unaware of the why or how. My fear just packed its things and left. The anxiety and worry about my mortality that had been residing in my belly (dangerously close to my sigmoid) decided to leave too.

I feel calm about my cancer now. And I feel informed, in control and supported.